BLOGGER ATE MY POST!!!

Can you believe...if I want to see how crappy I looked on TV I have to BUY the thing from NBC? That sucks. I was talking about how the economy affects my family and how hard it is to afford Halloween and Christmas. I sounded good.

I don't think I will buy it. I have so many little things to say but I took an Ambien about 30 minutes ago and it is kicking in. If I keep typing, eventually nothing will make sense.

Nite

On Wednesday I decided I had to take care of a lot of little fund raising things with a friend so I dressed in my Mom outfit (hair in messy ponytail, no make-up, old worn out clothes) and headed to her house to make menus and such. I had no intention of going anywhere else. Of course my office called and reminded me of the important office meeting when we were half way through making the menus and I decided to just run up there for the meeting even though I looked dreadful.

After the meeting I had to buy some washing detergent and since I was in my Mom uniform, I headed to the SAHM's shopping central. Target. I got what I needed and Zakary wanted to see the Halloween stuff so we over there and started pushing buttons on the scary monsters while he squealed in delight. He freakin loves to be scared. Nut.

Anyway, as he was checking out this one Monster I noticed a guy with a professional looking camera. I figured it was just Target doing something for advertising. That was until...

I news reporter popped out and asked if I could give him a few minutes of my time. I asked him what station he was from and told him I would but he had better not get my big ass on the TV screen. I also asked him why he had to choose this day, when I looked like crap, to do this. (the next day I got the cutest haircut!!!)

So he proceeded to talk to me for a few minutes and I thought "that will never make the news" and walked away. I caught him talking to other Moms here and there but only for a few seconds and I grew more worried. I Tivo'd the news but did not watch it yet because I knew how dreadful I looked. I hate myself on film of any kind.

My yesterday I had forgotten about all that until...my friend from high school posted on my facebook "OMG! I just saw you on the national news!!!"

CRAP!!!!!

Business is fair right now. I wish I had more contracts in the works right now but I don't think I have the skills to be able to keep up yet. I am working on a contract right now and if the funding goes through it will be a done deal on Nov. 13th. Keep your fingers crossed for me please. My clients are wonderful people and I really want this house for them.

So I am still trying to work out this working parent thing. I have come to the conclusion that being an adult mean being in a constant state of tiredness. At least to some degree. That sucks but it is what it is. We are having a hard time keeping the house clean and if anyone were to come over right now, I think they would call child protective services on me just because of the state of my house. Laundry? Yep, I got a lot. And it is all dirty. I think it will stay that way for the foreseeable future.

The kids are not much help. When they are asked to do something, it is usually done half assed. When I point it out to them and tell them to do it right, they get irritated with me. I asked Sara yesterday why she was mad at me when she was the one who did wrong? It's not like I sit around yelling at them for doing things the right way.

But I think I will be positive. I am gaining confidence as a Real Estate agent. I still have much to learn but I am starting to sound like I know what I am talking about. I tell my clients that I will be upfront. They may not like what I have to say but at least they know it will be the truth. I have had so many of these clients say that I am very different from any other agent they have ever worked with (in a good way). That makes me feel really good about myself. My client base is very very small right now and I am trying to build it up but I don't want my level of customer service to diminish as I gain more clients.

Now I am off to take Zakary to the park. I have not done that in ages thanks to all the rain we have had.

I did something stupid. More stupid than usual anyway. I had been sick for the past few days with what I think is the flu. Yesterday I was feeling better so I showed a few houses. In the rain. Then I decided to go and watch Kamran's football game. It was in the 40's and we won so there was a lot of cheering from me. This morning, I can't talk. My throat feels like I have been eating sand paper and I am coughing up green.

I haven't been sick like this for years. Of course now is the time for it to happen.

Did I mention we have no health insurance?

You know what I realized? No one commented about my Justin Timberlake post! How about this: Why don't you comment on which celebrity you think is a hottie. Better yet, comment on what celebrity you think is hot that you would never admit in public because people would think you are crazy. I will go first




Oh shut the hell up. You know he is a looker. And he is smart, has money, and a moderate amount of power. What is there not to love, I ask you?

I had a dream the other night that really troubled me. It wasn't scary. It was well...I am a little embarrassed to say but it was rather erotic but...well, I didn't react at all the way I thought I would. See, there are very few male celebrities I would say I found hot. Here are a few:

This is the dude from Robin Hood on BBC. I had a hard time finding a pic of him that did him justice. He is HAWT. I watch the show because of him.

I have always loved Mulder. Not David Duchovny, He is a bit of a freak. I miss you Mulder.

Watched Pirates last night. Orlando, I would love you to tickle my back with that mustache. Hubby works nights now. Let me know.

He just has the nicest eyes. And I love a dangerous man! He looks great in black.

Let me just clarify this one. Edward is hot and I have always had hot nasty thoughts about him floating around in my head. But Robert Pattinson...no. I saw him on Leno one night and he was talking about how he does not like to shower. He looks dirty to me all the time and that is a total turn off. But Edward, Of yeah.

Anyway back to my dream. My husband was gone and I was in bed with

Justin Timberlake

Yes in bed. I don't think we were alone but that is for another therapy session. Anyway he wanted to...you know and i was so not into it.

I WAS NOT INTO GETTING WITH JUSTIN!

What is wrong with me? I was thoroughly bored by him. I wonder what that says about me? I was a little surprised when I woke because, well, I have only ever dreamed about my husband.

Yes sweet. I know.

And true. Does that mean I really love my husband? I mean really? And what about the fact that I wrote a post tell complete internet strangers about this? I think we can all agree that this is just another example of issues I have.

But um, Justin, if you ever read this, you can still give me a call. I could always change my mind.